Again.
The cycle repeats, like a piston in a car engine commercial. A revolution-movement, pumping the metal on repeat, the intensity depending on the demand that must be met by the driver’s needs. I am not a mechanic, my crude understanding of engines is maxed out in this description, however I do know food and I somewhat understand behaviors, just enough to assist people in seeing their own patterns, intent on gaining an understanding and coping more efficiently the next time. No, I am not a doctor either, for that, to me, would be a waste. Rather, I am a person who has survived, for the time being, their own tumultuous patters of “disordered” eating. The quotes are necessary because the patters are no longer based on my opinions but rather clinical guidelines for which I meet. This doesn’t matter though, for unlike the piston which is forced in and out, never deviating, I have a choice to interject, interfere with my path of trajectory, no longer succumbing to the same thing on r...